walking on this icy path this feeling keeps me from freezing

About Me

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE IS MY FAVOURITE BAND. [ THEN Paramore :] ]
No, they did not save my life, but they CHANGED my life.
I love those guys to death and I would do anything to show my love and appreciation for them.

I'm Sarah. But I'm mostly known as Spooner, Spoonie, or The Spoon; due to my lastname.
I am 15 [on June 20!]. I am a really nice person, even though I have the worst habit of cursing, which I am really trying to out grow.

Music is a big part of my life, and I really want to pursue it as a career with Ashleigh [anticaution] and our band, and I really want to help make a difference and save lives, and change lives for the better, the way MCR does. My motivation for becoming a musician has nothing to do with fame and fortune, and it is strictly through passion and heart. But, I'm a fucking underdog; no one thinks I/we can do it. So... it's one of my main goals to prove them wrong. And I am willing to skip college for this, even if my parents would disapprove of it, that... That doesn't even come close to explaining how bad I want it, because I just want it... SO bad. Words can't express how I feel.

I REALLY HATE BEING CALLED A TEENY OR A FAN GIRL OR BEING MISTAKEN FOR A 14 YEAR OLD GIRL THAT ONLY LIKES MCR FOR THEIR LOOKS BECAUSE THAT IS SO FUCKING UNTRUE.
There are REAL My Chemical Romance fans out there that are 14 and below that do not like them just because they are hot or because their music sounds cool. There are young fans out there that do appreciate and love these guys for what they are trying to do in this world and how they are trying to help kids and save lives. I am a true fan, and if you don't believe me, that's you're problem and you can just go off and screw a cow.

Anyways. last but not least.
I have two of the bestest friends, Ashleigh [anticaution], and Crystal [atavan].
I only met them in August 06, but it's as if I've known them my whole life.
I really do love you guys. Probably the only true friends I have in the world.

My Interests

MUSIC, Photography, Creative Writing, Songwriting, My Chemical Romance, Singing, Reading, Fashion, Performing, Thinking, Screaming, Acting.

Music

TOOOOO many bands! Seriously! So I'll just say my Top 3. MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, Paramore, and Flyleaf! [And seriously, I love sooo many other bands] I listen to pretty much ALL subgenres of Rock!

Movies

Television

Books